This song was written & performed by a good friend of mine.(Brooklantern) It's about a goal that was never achieved; and an idea that never saw the light of day; a dream lost... It's about what "could have been", and also about seeing one's worth only as others judge it, and the fear of growing old without said recognition. But sometimes, there is gold lying at our feet. We just fail to recognize it... I hope that Wayne - a good friend of mine - accepts this offering as my sincere apology, which I have never been able to give to him in person. I am sorry Wayne, for all the misunderstandings; and for the fact that I never strove as much as you knew that I could.